27 October 2006

1 year!

On 10/14/2006 I celebrated my 1st year of having my hair locked & my mind freed. I must admit there are things I did not expect to deal with. Isn't it funny that life is always throwing you these little lessons when you aren't looking for them??? I've learned that as a woman of African-American descent I have power. Not just sexual but mental! I have learned that I have got to be true to myself no matter what. I do not intentionally hurt others, but if it's a choice between you & my sanity...I choose my sanity. Things are not always going to go as I would like but if I have faith & keep trying something is going to break in my favor. Sometimes the things I want the most are the worst for me. Distinguishing between want & need is more easily said than done. Relationships are things to be worked on not taken for granted. To be a true neteru you must hunt!

Stay on your grind & only you can define your path.
Enjoy the journey of life

02 October 2006

The Relevance of Life Escapes Me Sometimes


02 October 2006


The Relevance Of Life


The relevance of life escapes me sometimes
I wonder why am I alive?
Does it matter, these things I do?
Will you remember what we went through?

The relevance of life escapes me sometimes
What are we doing & why?
Should I tell the truth or tell a lie?
Wake or sleep? Shit or eat? Laugh or cry?
Sometimes I can’t decide….

The relevance of life escapes me sometime
I sigh at the breeze but fight the wind.
I can’t stand to break & I can’t lose to win

In the middle of this thing called life, we love so much
With too much strife
The relevance of life escapes me sometimes
Maybe it’s me maybe it’s you
I feel stuck, hell I don’t know what to do!

The relevance of life escapes me sometimes
Maybe life isn’t relevant
I know that’s a lie.
I end this now with just a sigh
The relevance of life escapes me sometimes


Victory