FIGHTING TO WORK

10 November 2015

When you find yourself at the edge of that dark abyss waiting to plunge into the darkness

So tired of the pain

So tired of the rage

Wanting to be accepted for who you are but pretending to be everyone else

You don't even know who you are so how can someone else get to know you?

Hiding in the pain

Hiding in the past

There is no future / no future that is any different than your today because you keep reliving the same day over & over again

Regurgitating the same words

Having the same conversation with different people

Every face is the same person in a different body

So now you've chosen

You've chosen to die but how does that stop the pain?

We all want to know that this world would be so much worse without us

Shed your tears

Scream at the top of your lungs

Write down every hurt, slight, wrong choice, foul words, acts, & deeds

DO NOT LEAVE OUT YOURS

This is the place of honesty

Tell the truth

What is it that you want?

What are you willing to do to get it?

No amount of hate is going to replace what you've lost

It's time to put on your big girl pants and do the work

No it's not fair but you must work to get out of it

Work to move past it

Work to heal

Work in your process

Healing is available

Wholeness is being offered if you are willing to ask for it, receive it, and accept it!

Are you willing to work?

Can you see that God didn't want any of the bad that happened to you for you?

Can you see that God is there waiting to fix what is wrong? Waiting to clean you up so that the real you, the you He created you to be can shine through?

Waiting for your light to shine

You choose: Fight to work or give up to die

 

Victory Thomas